The anxiety waiting for the tests results at Dana Farber is alien to me.
More potent was the discovery of the extended anxiety from my family. As a 'moment' approaches I tend to deal with it then. I was convinced early in life not to dwell on things over which we have no control.
But these tests every 90 days can feel like waiting to hear if the Governor called. When the doctor comes into the examining room and says. "It all looks good." the weight is lifted and you feel your digestive track restarting.
Then she says, "See you in three months."
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