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Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Bizzard Backyard
My family where there is no snow think it would be wonderful to come play in this snow.
My family who are here are out shoveling the driveway.
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Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas
This was a very pleasant morning. Just the stocking and core family gifts. The major gathering is tomorrow. That will be fun. This was pleasant. They are different in subtle ways with neither being better, but more appropriate to the time, place and people.
The gist of the matter, this is a holiday, last year, I didn’t know if I would make or not. I am so happy I did.
Love is good. Don’t waste it!!!
Hogmanay!!!
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Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Boom! December!!
My friend, the highly talented M. F. Conklin is sharing on Facebook the horror story of her returning from a holiday in the country to find her city apartment without heat or hot water.
"On the Fritz" New Yorkers say.
Anyone have the origin, of the fritz phrase not my dear Friend's freezing.
Around the same time we found water in the basement laundry of our most New England shack.
At first we thought it water coming up from the ground. We checked the pits wherein lay our sump pumps. (plural)
Amazingly dry.
Further investigation found the water to be coming from under the wall dividing the laundry from the boiler room.
We were hoping it was a leak from the water heater. Nope....
To be continued....
Monday, November 01, 2010
Wican in Afgan Countryside
Listening to NPR, an odd color piece came on telling of a Wiccan rite being celebrated near the front line. It was a sweet piece accented by the comment about two MP's standing by to ensure no one came along and did something "STUPID."
That is so Americans.
Don't forget to vote!
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Saturday, October 23, 2010
Things Happen
Bobbie Burns was correct in his comment about the best laid plans. I am currently in the peripheral of a well planned day being rearranged in the style of the end of this century's first decade.
It did not occur to anyone in the group to pick up the phone. Through texting & Facebook the lives of people in three states were rearranged with astonishing speed.
Smartphones now rule our lives. We've grown beyond Star Trek in so many ways. How soon the replicator and beam me up Scotty for real?
Sunday, October 10, 2010
10-10-10 10:10,101010
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Saturday, October 09, 2010
No Scan!
The medical staff were happy with the results. The scans are six months apart now.
I know that is good news, but, as a geek, it would be nice to see electronic confirmation. That isn't to say I have no faith in the doctor or her staff. I love these people, big time.
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Saturday, October 02, 2010
CATT Scan on Thursday
Three months have passed since the last PETT scan. I go in on Thursday for a CATT scan to see if the cancer has returned.
All of the hair removed by the chemotherapy has returned. It's even getting a tad shaggy. Superstiously, I decided not to get it trimmed until after the test. If I need to return to chemo, why waste money?
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
Better Than a Rubber Band
One of the things my wife says about me, other than I look like santa claus mixed with a biker, is give me a rubber band & corner seat and I'll be good for hours.
My new smart phone is that runberband. What it does do is get me out of my cave. It allows Mr to blog directly from wherever I am.
This could be dangerous.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Blog Subject
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Played with Foursquare while getting ...
5,000 instead of 3,000?
It was close to a religious tradition to have my last two cars serviced every 3,000 miles.
When we bought our 2010 Sion Xb we were told the services were at 5 000 miles. The last two took me well over 300,000 miles.
it does make me nervous, but we will stick to their program. Now if they'd wash the waiting room floor once in a while, it might become a pleasant experience.
Ping isn't working> On TweetDeck for ...
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Erased a Boring Entry
It was so boring, I fell asleep while writing. You can thank me later. It's time now for chocolate.
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Spending More Time on Evo
When the only way to communicate with the geeks in the community was on our PCUG's BBS; the cutting edge place to be was at the base unit as the SysOp.
It ran on pre-GUI standards DOS software using first a 300, then 1200 and finally a 9600 baud modem.
Lightning fast, let me tell you.
Now I sit here with my Evo nestled in my hand, typing faster with my thumb than I ever did with both hands. The message I am writing will be seen only on my blog.
This blog was started in 2004, cutting edge at the time. Now it feels like finger painting on the wall of a cave in rural france.
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Sunday, September 05, 2010
Garanson Organic Farm
If you can't pick it yourself, second best is to visit the farmstand right where your food is grown.
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Rocky Ridge Orchards
We gathered our apples here in Bowdoin, Maine. Cortlands, Macs, Golden Delicious, Ruby Reds. All soon to be apple sauce, butter, bread, cobbler, crisp and just apples for the lunch box.
There's something about eating fruit you pick yourself.
Saturday, September 04, 2010
Farmer's Market in Bath, Maine
The winds are blustery after Earl's skirting the edge of mid-coast Maine. This didn't deter the farmers, over burdened with their bushels of heirloom tomatoes and sweet corn, from setting up shop here on the banks of the Kennebec River.
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God Daughter's Birthday
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Argument Exception-WTF?
Blogaway
The next Android Blogging app we're going to try is Blogaway.
So far it seems easy enough. A lot less hoops to set up and run on Blogger than most Windows programs. Here too, the Froyo keyboard thinks faster than I do.
The Best feature right now is when I clumsily hit a system key, leaving Blogaway, an on-hone draft has automatically been saved.
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Monday, August 30, 2010
At first I thought...
We Thought It Would Be Easy...
This is the first exterior picture taken with the HTC Evo's native camera. I have tried to download other camera utilities from the Android Store, but they all froze with undecipherable error messages.
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I Am Begining to Understand
The sight of our cat,The Booger, napping on the rug must've inspired me to doze as well. I woke with a start at the sound tires peeling down the street.
In my hand was tightly grasped my new HTC EVO. Sinse I first lit this thing up it has not left my sight.
I understand 2 things now.
The first, why people seem to be constantly using these and why they constantly complain about the batteries petering out. The first creates the second; simple as that.
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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
HTC EVO & Blogging
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Sunday, August 08, 2010
Casualties Of Gulf Spill, 100 Dogs Co...
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
At the request of Beth Kehoe Flick,
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Added a Tumblr.com Blog
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
Having an off day
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Thursday, July 22, 2010
The factory whistle had its place.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
I Enjoyed the Sorcerer's Apprentice
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Twitter has taught me economy of word...
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
The last of the wisdom teeth are now ...
It took over 40 years for this one to follow the others. Stubborn little bugger!
Monday, July 12, 2010
On Education - A Chosen Few Are Teach...
Sunday, July 11, 2010
I was very surprised to find that the...
Thanks for the well wishes
There are times when you find out just how many people are part of your life. This has been one of them. The routine of life, where you get up, drink you tea, shower, get dressed and go off to work, work, finish work, come home, have dinner, watch TV, answer email, go to bed and see only the few members of your family and the people with whom you work builds a false sense of being part of a very small community.
Then the proverbial fan became struck and my support structure came together with amazing speed and solidity. I can only say thank you so many times, but consider it a looped messages that will only end when I do.
HootSuite could use some work on its ...
Friday, July 09, 2010
Mark Twain's Unexpurgated...
Thursday, July 08, 2010
GeekBeatTV: Watch Your Car Repair...
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
RT @CBSRadioNews: at 5amET: Temps cou...
Monday, July 05, 2010
@BlogForaCure Thanks. I just complet...
Last Airbender was a disappointment. ...
Sunday, July 04, 2010
This site Now Fits in the Newest Windows Live Writer
This is great news. This blog has been left to rot while the Chemotherapy was still going and I wasn’t in the mood to update pages one at a time on line. I am now off chemotherapy for now and am in tri-monthly evaluation mode with a scan every six months instead of every month.
This should decrease my chances of glowing in the dark!!
amhistorymuseum: Today in 1960: 50th ...
RT @Alyssa_Milano: WARNING - iTunes A...
RT @gavmccaughey There's a line in Ba...
Saturday, July 03, 2010
Notepad.cc is a simple way to extend ...
I know they've been around a while, b...
Friday, July 02, 2010
RT @enterprisenews: Mosquitoes in Hal...
The DPH has notified the Halifa... http://bit.ly/ddE7KB
Thursday, July 01, 2010
The second PETT Scan after Chemo ther...
A very good thing, indeed!
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Wait for the shock to pass
Dana Farber
Saturday, June 26, 2010
The major anxiety of the moment is wh...
Friday, June 25, 2010
Why Does Hoot Suite Limit Ping.fm?
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Hello June!
There’s been a dearth of entries because I am currently in limbo.
The chemotherapy has stopped and I am slowing getting over the side effects. We are hoping the swelling brought on by the steroids will abate.
Next is the PET scan. This is the limbo. Until the scan I am in a state of not knowing. Not knowing is probably the worst state someone like me, a confessed information junkie, can be in.
When we know something, you will know it. Thanks for you continued support over this long-long process.
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Friday, May 28, 2010
Recovering on the Rocky Coast of Maine
The Memorial Day weekend could not have come at a better time. It will give me another day of rest before returning to the work world. I might be able to add to the plant photograph I love to do while up here.
Eagle Island, off Falmouth ME. Admiral Peary’s home.
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
Cake & Bubbly!
Chemo # six, the last of the series, was completed today at Dana Farber in Boston. The most surprising thing was the standing ovation by patients and staff and the gift of a cake and bottle of “bubbly.
They were so sweet.
I can’t say I looked forward to going in, the procedure itself is a difficult life choice to make and instantly transforms you in so many negative ways, all to save your life. What I can say is, I didn’t dread it.
I give most of the credit to my wife, who has stood and sat by me every minute of this ordeal, but, I have to give a good portion to Dana Farber, my doctor, her NP associate and the nursing staff who poked me in the most humane way possible.
It isn’t over. I go back in five weeks for another blood test and PET scan. This will be repeated over a period of time. If the results are good, it will be knocked down to a CAT scan over a longer period of time until five years goes by.
Everybody, all at once, touch wood.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
One More Thing
You know, just when think, what else, else happens. I was startled from sleep last night by what felt like an animal biting the big toe of my right foot.
The only animal in this house, by invitation anyway, is our orange tabby. So, whatever logic in my mind that exists at three in the morning put together it was the cat biting my toe.
Mysteriously, once I was awake enough to make any sense of it, the complete nail of my big toe was sitting perpendicular from the now pulp surface upon which it once serenely sat.
Ouch applies here, big time.
Because infection is a major worry while undergoing chemotherapy, I quickly wrapped the wounded toe and dragged myself over to the local ED.
There a kindly physician everyone called Danny Boy shot my toe full of painkiller and very carefully ripped the entire nail from my foot.
Did I mention this was the big toe? Did I mention ouch!!!
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Sunday, May 09, 2010
Update – Chemo
This is picture of the tin man that welcomed us to our son’s school play on Saturday night.
I thought it reflected very well how I feel after the fifth of six sessions of Chemotherapy.
Parts out of place.
While I probably should have just taken the weekend totally off, even staid in bed, I refuse to let my life stop especially if the eventual permanent stopping has in anyway be accelerated by this.
During a previous time when I was taken out of the flow of life by a catastrophic event information I had gleaned from a book by Dr. Jonathon Miller, A Body in Question helped me substantially recover.
In the book, Dr. Miller mentions how a person when placed in the medical environment becomes a patient. As a patient they assume they are sick and therefore succumb to what they believe are the inevitable results.
I took that advice to heart and determined through dress and manner to be a guest of the hospital, not a patient. Using the same perspective, I am determined to be guest of this cancer and not its supporter.
To get to the grit of what is happening today, the effects are worse, more pronounced and extremely annoying. Now it’s time to get on with living as best I can with what I have.
The Body in Question |
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Five of Six Tomorrow
Tomorrow is the fifth of the scheduled six chemotherapies. I can honestly say I do not look forward to this.
From the other side of the coin I do. This is the only option on the table. In my considerable experience with the lack of options, I’ve learned it makes no sense to fret.
When the options are do or don’t and don’t is obviously the wrong choice it ceases to be one. That leaves one thing to do.
The word options no longer applies.
Sunday, May 02, 2010
Balancing Act
The next week is going to be a balancing act. The Chemotherapy number five is this coming Thursday.
There have been many things I’ve not wanted to do but had to because it was the right thing to do.
When “Do the Right Thing” is our family motto, it gives me little leeway.
However, I am truly not looking forward to going through this again. It would be close to nine on the classic scale. If you knew me well, it would concern you when I place something that high on the scale. It concerns me.
Ahhh, Sun and Heat
For a moment there I thought I was having another hot flash but looked over at the YoWindow display on my Acer monitor and discovered it IS 86 degrees out there and that ambient light is actual sunlight.
If three of the medications I am taking didn’t have the explicit warning to “AVOID EXPOSURE TO DIRECT SUNLIGHT” and there was any hair left on my head, I might be inclined to go outside.
Anyone who knows me would say that would be a stretch even before this whole Lymphoma thing started.
I will admit, it has always been my policy not to go to the beach. If I do find myself at the beach it is never without an umbrella of any size and a hat with a sizable brim.
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It was when I was this size and wearing that bathing suit, I was left to sleep on a blanket at Rye Beach in upstate New York. It was under an umbrella but either the sun or I moved allowing my legs to be out in the sun for quite a while.
Look at those legs! Should they be exposed for any length of time to solar radiation???
Sun Poisoning or Photodermatitis is what they called it. Noxzema is what they put on it. As I know now, cold water would’ve been a better treatment. Let’s just say, these legs do not now, nor will they ever, be exposed to the sun for ANY length of time.
TMI, I know, but it’s Sunday afternoon & I’ve some time on my hand while Stephen Fry tweets his way from Heathrow to his London flat.
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Saturday, May 01, 2010
Fever Has Passed
97.0 F.
Whew! That was with Tylenol. At 0830 it was back up to 98.0 without the Tylenol. I think we can say the fever episode has passed.
Now let’s hope the mouth lesions go away soon as well.
Over all, not too bad.
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Friday, April 30, 2010
Low Grade Fever
For the past day or so, I’ve been running a low grade fever, bordering twixt 99.9 & 99.5. If it goes over 100.5, I get hospitalized, so it’s important to monitor it. This is in combination with the mouth sores, the last of the Chemo side effects on the list that I haven’t had.
You can say one thing for the chemo therapy, it gives you what it promises, not a good time. Again, if it works, then it’s worth it.
I can see, however, how some people, especially those with a low tolerance for pain, will put this off until the last possible moment or entirely.
It was the “if you don’t treat this, it will kill you…” part that inspired me to go ahead with the therapy and skip the maybe it will go away dream machine. It wasn’t going away, that was made obvious by the small potato that was growing under the skin in the back of my neck.
Alien….
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Finished My Birthday Book
It took me a while because of the room in the house where I planted this book, but I finally finished reading Citizens of London, by Lynn Olson.
Citizens of London: The Americans Who Stood with Britain in Its Darkest, Finest Hour |
Ms. Olson obviously has a crush on Gil Winant. Based on her narrative, this was the man who should have been VP when FDR died. If he had been instead of Harry Truman, the world would not be what it is today. Whether that’s a good thing or not, who can tell.
After reading
Team of Rivals |
a book so well constructed and researched, the random style Olson brings to history put me off at first.
Then, after her pages on Winant’s place in dealing with British reaction to the horrendous US racial policy imported to the UK with the American soldiers; I was able to see the point she was making about the heroics of “saving” democracy supported by the corrupted foundation of democracy itself.
I was saddened to read how Governor Winant died, but don’t go there until you finish the book.
Grazed Net
While we were waiting for Belltowernews.com to reappear, we discovered an old URL from a now discontinued website we ran BB. (Before Blogs)
As did happen to most of the blogs we used to provide up to date information. Grazed Net became dormant once blogging and it’s younger cousins Facebook and Twitter came into the mainstream.
Grazed Net was one of the first sites we put up using a proprietary desktop application. We forget the application name, but we do remember it was on our 286 box.
That dates it before 2001.
Ancient by web standards.
We're back up!
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Monday, April 26, 2010
Belltowernews.com
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Sharing Google Reader with Ping.fm - Duck!
They Kept Saying it Would Get Worse
And they were right.
The last PET scan was very promising with "No Uptake" as the result.
Not so the fourth.
The possible side effects have been openly listed from day one but they have, up until now, been few and mild.
Up until now
I should've kept a list, but I am fairly sure if there was a list for each of them, I would be ticking them off one by one over the past three days.
This is not a complaint. I am just reporting the facts.
If suffering through this is what it takes to stay alive, piece of cake... sort of... okay, slice of pie.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
No Uptake
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Post Chemo-Hubris
On Thursday, I went through the third of six planned chemotherapy sessions. On Friday, I managed to make it through a business meeting in the morning but by mid-afternoon I had just enough energy to make it into getting the white blood cell shot before I was wasted for the rest of the day.
Then, with the help of the associated medicines to counter the negative side effects I was feeling better last night. I agreed to go out to a Mexican restaurant in Norton, MA. The food and company was invigoration.
The hubris is was in not thinking ahead and having the Mole Enchilada with hot sauce. I’ve done some pretty idiotic things in my life, some of which culminating with my being given supreme unction, but last night at home, the suffering was at least a six where supreme unction is a ten.
And then, what do I do. I not only agree, but suggest Thai food for tonight. I was wise enough to settle for the Phad Thai and not the green curry, but still, I might as well run with scissor behind Dr. Crane.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
When we were visiting the Yukon
A place I never thought I’d be, the presence of the wilderness, the bears fishing in the stream, the hardened faces of the inhabitants who came out to feed the fleshy visitors, the oddly mystical light of the day, all left a lingering impression on my soul.
I won’t say I want go back there, but I can say I’ve been there and for now, that’s enough for me.
@Writerous In Communication
We will keep you posted because I would really like use Live Writer for all of the Famous Grazing blogs.
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Sunday, March 21, 2010
We're trying to Use Windows Live Writer...Again
Sam Shepard | interview | Stage | The Observer
Carole Cadwalladr gets one of the better interviews I've read about Mr. Shepard. There's a bit of fluff in the beginning, but it's worth the effort to complete.
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After Two Weeks Off...
Last night I had the luxury of eleven hours sleep. This will add to the bank, because that won't be happening for most of next week.
The good news is Spring is here, the birds are back and the mosquitoes aren't, yet. I certainly won't take this season for granted as I have almost 60 of them in the past.
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Three days of rain. My body's aching...
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Monday, March 08, 2010
The Dell Inspiron Has Arrived.
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Saturday, March 06, 2010
Hellotxt didn't hack it
Preemptive Skinning
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Thursday, March 04, 2010
Okay, Whoa!!!
That feeling just this moment overwhelmed me. The good news is, there's a pill for that. I'll let you know if it works.
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Back from Dana Farber
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Off for Chemo #2
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Wednesday, March 03, 2010
Dell is Delaying Delivery of My Laptop by SEVEN DAYS!!!!!!!!!
Hellotxt.com and Hair Loss
Monday, March 01, 2010
Hair Razing Day
There is still hair there and I was going to go to a barber tomorrow just to get the rest off, but the spouse wants me to wait until Saturday so she can be there. I can't not give her that considering the amount of support she is giving me.
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Interesting Things
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
If You're Following the Adventure...
This is, For Now, the Last Ping.FM Post
Of course, this does nothing for the defeat of the US hockey team this evening, but we need to do something for distraction.
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There Was No Joy in Mudville!
I would not want to be on a Canadian street for the next few hours, days perhaps. I have a feeling they will drop their famous native polite bearing and consume massive amounts of Moulson's and Seagram's 7.
Pinging Again
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Sunday, February 07, 2010
The cancer card
Image by sgtret via Flickr
If the blog entries have been sparse and few between, we are going to pull the cancer card.
Starting with the discovery of a lump in the neck the day before thanksgiving and up to last week I have gone through a roller coaster of emotions. “Could be cancer, could be something else.” This was the phrase that put a damper on getting treatment started. The next was “Could be lymphoma, could be carcinoma.”
Where we are now is it could be only aggressive or it could be aggressive combined with slow growing. To determine that a sample of the bone in my hip needs to be taken tomorrow.
The chemotherapy begins on Thursday. We’re expecting blizzard like conditions on Wednesday. My son was born during a blizzard, so I will take that as a good sign.
Sunday, January 03, 2010
We Forgot the Blogs Fed by Ping.FM
Friday, January 01, 2010
That Was a Quick Ten Years
Image via Wikipedia
As I recall the 1960’s, they took forever. Starting with Eisenhower still President and ending with his VP, Nixon as the same, everything in between seemed so full of moment, as narrated by Walter Cronkite.
A visit to the Newseum in Washington, D.C. last summer brought to focus how we were and now are presented with what is happening in the world. Back then the filter was huge. The networks had only forty or so minutes to tell us about what had happened in the last twenty-four hours. Then we went to the newspapers for details and Time and Life for the color photos.
This morning, before my shower and tea, I knew about a drone attack in Pakistan, bridge curve deaths in San Francisco/Oakland and saw pictures of New Year’s celebration around the world. I heard about the New Years Honours in the UK and New Zealand and the death of a philanthropist phrama heiress.
When I bring up Thunderbird, my email will tell me much more about what the intimate and commercial connections to me think I should know.
And then there is Facebook and Twitter. Before and after midnight last night, I was communicating with friends and acquaintances from Juneau to London, from New Zeeland to Manhattan.
I watched the first day of the year unfold through them from the fireworks on the South Island, to Sydney, New Delhi, Cape Town, Paris, London, Boston, New York, Philadelphia and then went to bed. Midnight is no longer so singular when you watch it happen over and over again.
And now we’re off with the kids to see Avatar. (We already saw Sherlock Holmes and loved it.)
Happy New Year, all!
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